I have really been slacking off on my weight loss efforts for the past few months & can’t seem to get past the current 10 pounds to save my life. I’m feeling like it’s taking too long, being down on myself & my efforts & I need to stop, find my focus & start over. I know that a lot of people have a hard time losing weight in the winter, and that’s when mine started to get hard, now I just can’t find y motivation again. I think I need to look at my old pictures & really decide if I want to look like that again & then buy myself some sexy lingerie, that’s a couple of sizes too small, just to inspire me to get where I want to be.

I think combining those things and then making sure that there’s always fresh produce that I love in the house & no garbage I shouldn’t be eating will really work for me. It did before & Troy will understand that I just can’t have that stuff here & probably won’t ever be able to. I’m too much of an addict to be able to handle that very well. I’m going to get this weight off, dammit!