We had a great time camping, we learned a lot about each & as is the case in every camping trip we take, some decisions were made. This isn’t one I can really talk about here, as I owe the story to the person it involves & until I find the words for that, I can’t really say. All in all, though, we had a fantastic time. I can’t wait until the next one. I wasn’t thrilled with myself in some of the pictures, they made me feel like I haven’t lost any weight at all, even though I know I did & the close ups made me realize that it’s time to get some prevera and do some skin tightening exercises or something, especially after losing weight.

I’m 100% back on my program as of this week. We’ve been either going walking/jogging on the trail or at the gym every other day & that makes me feel wonderful about myself. I went 2 1/2 miles today, which is a lot for me & I intend to do more on Saturday. No more slacking for me & I need to get back to the weight training, too, so we’ll add that on Saturday, as well.

I’m feeling conflicted & confused about some things in my life right now, but I imagine I’ll figure them out & find solutions, it’s just going to take some talking & some thinking, but I’ll come through it, I always do. It’s a pretty personal thing, of a nature that I don’t really discuss on here, so it’s all up to me. No worries, my marriage is intact & doing fine, this is really just me & stuff I need to deal with.

Things are things, Troy is back at work after his vacation & the house seems oddly empty, as it always does when he goes back to work. I miss his vacation goatee already, too. I couldn’t even look at him when he left for work yesterday. Rhi is having problems this week & I’ve been giving her a place to vent & talk things out, I hope I’m doing some good.